Today was my first day back to work and I lived through it. Although I wouldn’t necessarily call it a success because I’m easing myself back in by working half days. The real test will be Monday morning when I leave and know that I’m going to be away from the babies for eight whole hours. I plan to come home on lunch breaks and see them.
I didn’t cry today, although I did last night. I did however, feel nauseous the entire time. It was just a sick feeling knowing this is now my life again. A few hours with my kids each night. I need to think positive and refuse to let myself be sad. What good does it do anyway? Only makes things worse.
I was worried that Brady would be upset when he woke up and called for me and I didn’t go get him, but he woke up happy. I tried warning him that mama was going back to work but I’m not sure he gets it. Paityn did fine and ate and slept just like normal. I’m hoping for a smooth transition for them and hopefully my short days will help that.
Stay-at-home mama’s: take a second to thank your lucky stars you don’t have to do this.
Sher Bailey has been a dedicated voice for the Love and Marriage blog for over a decade, sharing practical advice on everything from stretching a grocery budget to finding the best homeschooling resources. She writes from the unique perspective of a full-time traveler, living and working on the road in her motorhome alongside her husband and their two cats. Sher’s diverse body of work is fueled by her belief that with the right tools and a little creativity, any challenge can be turned into an opportunity for growth and adventure.
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